new me

life is hard .... it's as simple as that.
it's been the worst week of my life and i finally feel like i'm on top.
i went and got my hair cut yesterday, it's the first step in changing myself.

Cut it all off

Recently

I went back to school! I am only taking two classes but those are the last two classes I need for my Associates degree. Woohoo. I got a new phone :) thank goodness because I was really getting sick and tired of my iPhone. I ended up going back to T-Mobile and getting the new Galaxy S II. I am very satisfied with my purchase.

Other than school and spending lots of money, I've just been working, school, and hanging with friends and my lover boy!
Such an exciting life I have. :)

I love my new scarf I just got a few days ago.!

I like mustaches...

Me and my lover boy on our way to dinner! I love him

First goal of the year...

Oh I am a failure at life. Okay maybe not.. I may be just a little dramatic at times. But I was suppose to start my goal today on not drinking soda, and what do I do? I get a large Dr. Pepper, my weakness.

But tomorrow is a new day and I will NOT have a soda. More water, more water, more water. That is what I have to keep telling myself. In my lifetime goal of wanting to have and maintain a healthy lifestyle, I need to start drinking less soda and much more water. I can do this.!

I hope you all have a wonderful Tuesday night.

peace
&
blessings 

2012... what will you bring me?

I welcomed 2012 with some of the most amazing people in my life today. Of course I was with my Seany and my mom.

Now that 2011 is gone and 2012 is here I am going to make a change. A change for the better part of me. Instead of making "new years resolutions" I am going to make goals for myself. I will start out with one goal and until it is complete I will not move on to the next. I find myself every January overloading my self with all of these requests I have for myself, and by the end of the year, not one of them is completed. I overload myself with trying to change something super dramatic, like my weight. Of course I want to lose weight, but that's not a new years resolution, that's lifetime goal that I will strive to keep and try and keep and maintain healthyness.

No, this year I am going to try something different and not start with 20 things on my list to change. But start with one and until it's completed, not start another.

My first goal of 2012 is cut back on soda. I drink a soda everyday... Not good for my body. So as of tomorrow ( I already had one today haha) I will limit myself to one soda every other day and slowly cut back so I don't just go cold turkey and then have massive headaches.

Bring it on 2012, I am sure you have great things in store for me!

HAPPY MONDAY! <3

My mom

She's my best friend!

My mom is AMAZING! I'm so grateful to have her in my life and I am so grateful for her constant support. She is one tough lady and I aspire to be like her when I grow up. She is beautiful and caring. You are lucky if you ever come across and meet her. She has touched and changed so many people's lives in the field she works in. I'm very lucky to call her mom.

Pictures recently

I have been kinda horrible lately on taking pictures where I go. So here are some from Thanksgiving, my little cousin Kodeis musical of "A Christmas Carol" as he played Ghost of Christmas Present and did great, and from Park City.

Me and my mom, she loves that hat haha

Me and Trinity

Me, Sean, and Kodei

Me and Kodei after his play

Kodei, Me, the kids, and Sean

Me and my love

Me and Kaila in Park City

Kaila, Me, Sean, and Kyle

All the ladies in Park City

Kaila, me, and Sean at the Hub in Heber

The PC grop

Silly faces

Breakfast-Most important meal of the day...

I don't eat a healthy breakfast as much as I should. Usually it consists of a granola bar or just skipping it. Every since I moved into my apartment I've been making myself eggs and what not... but today I thought I would try my Honey Bunches of Oats cereal.

I'm sold, I love them!!! Yummy!!!!! I'm eating this every morning.

Yum Yum Yum

So goooooood

Happy Friday everyone!

Playing Wii with a 7 yr old is theraputic

Take it from me, who needs a weekly therapy session haha, that playing Wii with my little cousin who is 7 years old. We had fun and I was able to let loose and just relax. Sean was so sweet and put up the Christmas lights for my Grandma while it was freezing outside. He is such a gentleman.

Update

Lauren was found, thank goodness. She was missing for three days, which is three days too long. I'm so glad she is safe and home with her family. She wouldn't have been found if it weren't for all of the people who care for her who wouldn't give up on her.

I'm slowly but surely getting settled into my apartment. Everyday that goes by I feel more comfortable but until my room is settled, it just won't feel like home yet.

Still no job and I need one asap. I know I'm stressing out way bad but I need the money now that I moved out. Of course once life gets really good, something bad happens to mess it up. I just need more faith and not give up.

Sean is still amazing and I love him so very much. He always makes me smile and laugh and is the kindest guy. Chivalry is not dead my dolls.

This is how I spend my time waiting for Sean to get out of school....

Kinda bored.. haha

Well my lovlies, I hope you all have a magnificent Wednesday and last day of November. Welcome December tomorrow.

Peace
&
Blessings
<3

Missing: Lauren Huey

Please for anyone who reads my blog to keep your eyes open for Lauren. She is 14 years old last seen with a 21 year old man who is a registered sex offender. I've known this little girl since she was born. Let's get her home safe to her family. Let's get the word out there and bring her home.

What I'm grateful for this Thanksgiving

I am so blessed to have such amazing friends, family, and a wonderful boyfriend who I love. This Thanksgiving I have so much to be thankful for.

#1 My family of course. No matter what happens in the future, they will always be my family.

#2 My best friend and my mom

#3 Wonderful friends that I hold dear to my heart.

#4 A house over my head.

#5 A car that lets me go from point A to point B

#6 The ability to love and be loved in return

 
#7 My amazing and wonderful boyfriend Sean who is so kind and loving. I love you baby!

#8 My darling babies! They always seem to put a smile on my face.

#9 DR. PEPPER

#10 This beautiful Earth we are so blessed to be living on.

Have a wonderful Thanksgiving!!!! 
Gobble Gobble 
Peace and blessings! :)

....

I'm pretty sure I'm the happiest girl in the entire world. We live on this huge circular planet with billions of people living on it and I happen to be the happiest girl!

Do you want to know why? But of course it is because of my amazing boyfriend, Sean! I love you baby!!! :)

Me and my baby! :)

Happy Day!

Ah life is so good

I am so thankful for all the amazing people in my life this very day.

I'm thankful for:

My amazing family!

My other family :)

My beautiful and future roommate Nichole

My best friend/sister Kaila

Of course my mom!!

and this boy who has stolen my heart completely!

TGIF with Nichole

Pictures from tonight hanging with my bestie Nichole! I just love her guts and I don't know where I would be right now w/o her friendship!

Besties

She wanted to take this picture

Trying to take a cross eyed picture, I'm not the best at it

I LOVE this picture so much!!!

Love her!!

We be hot

really really bad at cross eyed pictures

My attempt at going cross eyed

I hope you all had a great Friday, because I know I did.