Oh hi there...

It's been forever since I have blogged last. I have gone through some trials these past few months and I feel like tonight I have found my way out of this labyrinth and found my way to the Goblin City. I know that was a Labyrinth joke... forgive me it's late. <br />
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I am taking summer classes. My last two classes I need for my Associates. After I get that I will be able to go 100% focused on finishing my major: English Education. I am going to finish strong this semester and I am going to rock! I need to keep telling myself that and hopefully I will start to believe it. <br />
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Since my breakup with he who shall not be named, I have gained a ton of weight. Stress, anger, sadness, you name it I will blame my weight gain on it. But tonight I had a nervous break down and got real with myself. If I keep numbing my body and ignoring the pain, I will never recover. I'm not myself right now and I feel like a stranger in my own body. I'm starting today, right now changing my life. The only way I can hold myself accountable for that is to make it public. Let everyone else know what I am doing so I can't just quietly quit. You guys have to keep me strong. <br />
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I am challenging myself to blog my way through my life style change. It's a challenge I am actually going to follow through with. So bear with me as I complain and rejoice my little anxiety self for everything pound I gain/shed because this is going to be a roller coaster of a change and I need you here with me to keep me going. <br />
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Before I go to bed I will finish this "thankful goodnight chart." Here we go.